These stories are entirely fictional, of course, but they are based on something very real.
In the depth of my soul there is a yearning to be cruel. I guess you could call me evil.
Thankfully I've tamed that beast and I am only cruel to those that give their consent. In these stories, I tell short tales of what I would do to her, if given the permission and opportunity to do so.
It took me a while to find peace with what I am, and to realize that I am not alone. There are a great meany dominants and sadists out there, and a whole lot of submissives and masochists as well. If there hadn't been any masochists I would have destroyed myself long ago, for fear of being a real abuser of human beings. I could never bring myself to do such things without consent, and if I did, I could never live with myself. While I freely admit that I am cruel on the very edge of being evil, I am no psychopath. I feel a deep empathy for people.
That is one of the reasons why I could never do anything like this to an animal or a child. It is quite simply impossible to obtain their informed consent, and I base all my cruelty on that. On top of that, I'm also a feminist. Not a lot of people believe me when I say that, so I will take a moment to explain it here.
A person's submission to me is a gift freely given, or I will not accept it. Before I can accept any power over anyone I must first respect that person as an equal. I have a very real submissive under my power, and I respect her more than anything. Without her consent and willingness I could never even begin to assert my power over her, and I could not accept such a gift without believing her fully capable of giving it freely. For her to give me power, she must first possess it.
Also, submission is a continuous gift. She can stop giving it at any time, for any reason, so I am grateful for it every moment of every day. It is her power to give and, while I put on a front of almost arrogant dominance and masculinity, it is a precious gift I accept in humility.
As for my identity? Well, I'm not about to make this discover-able by a future potential employer, or by someone casually googling my name, so I will identify as Darkness here. It is her name for me, much like other submissives use Sir or Master. It, too, is a precious gift, and I wear that label proudly.
The rest of you may know me by my insignia.
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